Day 113: Tree Of Love

Today is Earth Day, and what do I find?! I have looked at this tree everyday for years, and have never noticed this heart in the tree until today! Not the best picture since I had to stretch up to get it, it was kinda high up there, plus I shake so bad now. I'm upset with myself because I over did things yesterday. It upsets me so much because I use to be able to do things like this all day long. Now I can't so squat. Hell, I can't even squat! Hahaha! I transplanted a few flowers today, and ended up in more pain than I already was. My legs were shaking so bad, I was breathless, and lightheaded. Later that evening I was feeling horrible. My hands ached so bad, and so did my body. And that stupid rash came back again. I was sitting outside, enjoying the sunshine, and coffee. Everything was peaceful, until I started feeling this burring in my legs. I knew what it was. Went inside, and yep, its back. Livedo reticularis. My legs & skin always looked mottled, and the cold will bring this on, but will be more of a purple color. This is what happens when they are exposed to the sun, and I was only out there for an hour.